Life is hard, Death is harder

Life has been pretty depressing. We had to put our best friend, my baby girl Chloe, to sleep on the 12th of January. She was really old and was getting very sick. She had cancer. Colleen came and took her to the vet for us. It was really rough going there for awhile. It's a little better now but not much. The day after I came down with a horrible cold which I think was a part of the flu that I was trying to get over. I was sick for another week. Finally feeling better. I was running low on meds so called in my perscriptions on Friday and went to pick them up yesterday but the pharmacist said Medicaid refused to fill a few of them because I was getting name brand. I think they didn't let me have Depakote, Ultram and Provigil. Now I have to call my doctors tomorrow and get that straightened out. Today is the seventh in ten days I go to see Dr. Kiser. Well the weather sure sucks here. It has been sooo cold and dreary and looks like it is going to stay this was forever. I have been working on my pictures and getting them all straightened out so I can start scrapbooking again. I really should do some housework today but I sure don't feel like it. Maybe this afternoon I will at least do laundry, it is really piling up. Man days like this I just want to get warm and sit in front of the computer, sigh! Oh well that's life.