Will I Ever Be Able to Laugh Again?

On Wed. January 12th, 2011, my daughter Lisa passed away. Her husband Paul Pursley killed her, their three puppies and himself. The funeral was Tuesday Jan. 18th. Cheryl came up Thursday night and stayed until yesterday. It has finally quieted down. I am not myself. I can't think right, everything is weird and I can't bring myself to clean house or do much of anything. I just can't stand this. I wish I knew how to change everything back the way it should be.

What a day!

Lisa called. The first time that I have talked to her for two years. She is fighting with Paul and left him last night. She is staying at Ty's. It has been a very trying day for me. I have been out of sorts all day and after I talked to Lisa, I am now really screwy.
Max is going to McDonald's to get us supper. Ya Hoo! That sounds so good. I really am not up to cooking tonight. I am out of groceries anyway. I just haven't felt well since before Christmas. I have been very tired and lazy. I just haven't wanted to do anything. Hopefully tomorrow will be better. I have a ton of stuff to do!!
Well hopefully now I will be keep up with my blog. I haven't posted forever. I have been organizing my computer/craft room. It is looking good!
I've got to go now. See ya!